I stare out the window,
The snow slowly falls.
I look at the glass,
I listen as it calls.
I close the blinds,
No one can see.
I switch off the light,
It sets the mood for me.
Cutting.
As I close the door,
I begin to cry.
I pick up the glass
Against my wrist it flies.
I had no blades
So the glass would suffice.
The glass seemed perfect,
It did the job right.
I stare at my wrist,
It's covered in red.
I let it drip down my arm,
I watched as it bled.
My heart is pounding
As I think about why I do this.
I do it because I'm not good enough,
I'm horrible and give no one bliss.
I hate my body,
This is true.
It seems out of